i know ppl around can sense that something is wrong with me even though im really giving a strong front. but peeps, i'm really ok.

im just confused..
i miss my friends..
i miss home..
i miss lazing ard at home..
i miss mummy, daddy, and my sister..

it feels like i'm breaking down any sooner.. and i already am. shit, what's wrong with me?

im such a hibernator.. slept at ard 2am on friday night, woke up at 2pm the next day.. and continued to hibernate at 4pm till 7pm.. and slept at 1 am plus at night.. i didnt know i cld really slp that much.. but come tonight onwards.. it's going to be another routine of late night sleepings and early wake-up days for me. i seriously wonder how my body can function so well.. or maybe, im just stressing it too much.






at least i know i meant something in your heart.. and that is all i need to know.

:)

oh my goodness my hands feel so dry and flaky and it feels like it's gg to tear any sooner.. i just hate it when my hands feel that way.

anyways, apologies.. havent been having enough time to update this blog for quite a period.. partly because i've too many things to complete and deal with, and partly because i didn't bring home my lappy over the weekends.

insinyur supper hop on last friday evening was fun but seriously tiring.. it got worse when we headed down to tiong bahru market. at that time it was already 5 plus 6 in the morning i guess. reached hall at ard 7am on sat. was also dozing off and weren't paying any attention to MEET DAVE.

alright, nothing much to talk about these days except that sch is still as fun as ever with the same old people around.. but it gets really frustrating when u can't get over physics. i'm still cramming my brain to really understand wth physics, or rather, OPTICS, is all about. I HATE IT WHEN I DUN UNDERSTAND EVEN THOUGH I'VE READ THE NOTES FOR DUNNO HOW MANY FREAKING UPTEEN TIME!!! HELP!!!! i seriously am in need of help...

gotta rush off again to deal with those tutorials... ARGH.. life's never been so rush and hectic in my entire life before.

p.s. chelsea! u're gg to get over those trauma u face at work! see ya on sat hopefully! and the rest too!

just want to say... i seriously have never been so stupid before.

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AUSPICIOUS DAY!
DAY I CAME HOME AFTER 1ST WEEK OF SCHOOL!
DAY I TASTED HOME-COOKED FOOD AFTER STUCKING MYSELF AT HALL 6 FOR A WEEK!
DAY I SLEPT AT 4.30AM AND WOKE UP AT 7AM FOR LECTURE!
DAY I HAD MAC IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BEFORE STROLLING AROUND NTU AT 2AM IN THE MORNING!
DAY I HAD MAC AGAIN AS BREAKFAST AFTER LECTURES TODAY!
DAY I REALISE TODAY IS 080808!
DAY I FELT SO.......SO.........SLEEPY! BUT STILL ENERGISED I WONDER WHY!

mummy asked me whether i want steamed/spicy fish for my dinner today.. in the end, i found out she actually had a motive for asking for my preference. but nonetheless, i'm seriously glad i'm back home. but.. i'm already starting to miss those nights lying on the grass at ADM building, star gazing, having our COT sessions while listening to music, cam-whoring on the slopes... omg, i can't believe i actually love the life of staying in hall! i love my friends, esp those from HALL 1!!!!

i'm glad i'm studying again.. TIME TO DIVE INTO MY COLLEGE NOTES AGAIN! I need them badly cos uni notes are simply to brief. i wonder how ppl survive on them alone. =P

TILL THEN!

havoc! really havoc! only starting of the first night, im already so havoc.. how am i gg to survive the following months DOWN HERE? hahaa..

lectures were boring.. as usual. but kinda refreshes our memory on what we've learnt in college. so not that bad.

ytd night was hall bash.. BUT the irony was that, i didn't join my hall on the bash even though all of us were at ZOUK together. blame it on me for not going to hall camp. i kinda regretted it right now.. (i need to know friends from hall 6 if not im dead dead dead) BUT even though i weren't with hall 6, i went to crash hall 1's bash cos my friends were there la.. can't blame. seemed like clubbing wasn't that bad afterall, but still.. not my type of thing. they played MAMBO last night, and the band from HALL 4 was AWESOME!!!!! dancing.. drinking.. dancing.. drinking.. i have to confess something.. 2 shots (is tat what ppl said? but it tasted like green apple!) + 1 tequila.. (that's why i said havoc.. haiz...) luckily i was still sober.. I WAS NOT DRUNK! then.... DANCE.. DANCE.. DANCE.. all the way till we went back hall to slp. had a sleepover at the jx and jm's room with wl last night.. or rather this morning. haha.. only came back to my room like 10 plus in the morning..

now im stuck with the timetable stuff.. AGAIN.

tonight's GANDALF supper.. i shall refrain from having supper if not i'll grow fat, but that doesn't mean i won't be joining them. hahaha... =P

till then! (im seriously enjoying every moment of a uni student!)

seriously a highly recommended show to watch, EIGHT BELOW (even though it was shown in 2006). it's a story abt the survival of dogs and what not.. shall not elaborate too much cos im still in the road of recovery to my original state of mind (pls read below for the storyline). cried too much already..



The fierce Antarctic winter is just setting in when an intrepid team of explorers and scientists on a research mission-survival guide Jerry Shepard, his best friend and cartographer Cooper and the rugged geologist Davis--just narrowly escape a fatal accident, thanks to their steadfast team of eight skilled sled dogs. Forced to evacuate, the men must leave the beloved dogs behind in the frozen wilds--with a promise they will return. But when the storm of the century approaches, cutting off all means of travel, the dogs are stranded. Now, as the intelligent, courageous dogs--including noble pack leader Maya, rambunctious rebel Shorty and rising young alpha-in-training Max--fight to make it through the most unforgiving winter on the planet, the heartbroken Jerry is driven to mount a seemingly impossible rescue mission, aided by a beautiful and adventurous bush pilot, Katie. Held together only by unwavering bonds of friendship, the humans and the dogs alike make a remarkable journey of grit, endurance and belief to find one another again in this spectacular but perilous land.