haha.. im mad!!!!


i had many of my first time yesterday..
my first time looking at a distance w/o any obstructions all round my eye.
my first time drinking a cup of tea w/o being blurred by the steam.
my first time having no need to adjust my spectacles.
MY FIRST TIME WEARING A CONTACT LENSE! hahaha...

looking forward to this Friday's vet session with chelsea and sabrina, and movie treat! OH YES! and then SAT, and SUN! go go go badminton!!!! hahaah.. didn't i told u i'm mad?

and so... I'VE FINALLY TENDERED! yes AGAIN! i shd hv said, i finally got the guts to tender this time round. I need a break seriously and i intend to give myself a break till 5 May (may extend..). but before that happens, my LDS is next wed. so ya, still got to tolerate all the nonsense first. and my reason for quitting was kinda crappy (ask WC and u'll know.. cos she's kinda 'pissed' by my reason! hahaha.. but it was a funny one. we had a ROMANTIC ride home on the train just now hor WC???)

HOORAY!!! counting down to the days when i officially become free again. nv knew that i've long for that day to come so much.. and now my mind is thinking of having a holiday on some island, having someone to massage for me... and i'll be by the beach or in any pool sipping fruit juice.. HAHAHAHA! mad right? haiyo.. really need a break la..

sometimes i really wonder what's the use of people having such high qualifications yet not knowing what personal relations are to ppl.. i think the importance of having a good attitude, specifically being humble and able to control one's emotions really helped me in getting along better with other people.

i cld hv just snap infront of that dumb lady (maybe i shdn't be that curteous towards her hor?) and tell her that she has practically no common sense at all! for god's sake, it was only a simple filing and i cld have missed out the file.. and blardy hell does she have to whine so loudly. HELLO??? I AM NOT DEAF!!

i still remembered the first day when i helped her to carry out some stuff, she was there asking me where i was from and what i'm going to study in uni. stupid me to ask her what she studied and answered her.. damn arrogant piece of shit la. (ok, this sentence reminds me of Eefang. HAHA!)

totally can't belive my luck cld just turn downright unlucky after leaving dbs.. working in EY is totally not my cup of tea.. i'm totally not learning anything BUT to be weary with people in the workforce next time.

i am definitely quitting.. if i hv the guts to bring up the issue tml, i guess my last day will prob be latest next fri. though im in need of money to survive in uni next time, but i think the most impt thing for me is still to lead a happy life and to really enjoy what i'm doing. this is suppose to be a vacation before sch starts and i dun intend to get myself into an ugly mood. luckily ma and pa are pretty supportive of my decision. they dun wanna see me go berserk before i go uni right? (argh.. talking abt uni, do i stand a chance? i wld love to go ntu and sleep with chelsea in the same room! HAHA! I AM NOT A LESBIAN!)

alright, work aside.. i think this is going to be a pretty long post.. just feel like typing la huh.. haha!

feel like saying out some personal thoughts here but better not.. afterall there can nv be privacy going on in here.

anyways, went over to khairul's hse with cy yesterday. oh my his cousins are really hyperactive, but i really had a great laugh looking at those kids bullying our dear friend. lucky his pants didn't drop all the way or not i cld have sore eyes today. HAHA.. nice and warm family his has..

just a side note: guys who are attached try not to msg other girls too much because GIRLS are afterall sensitive creatures. no matter how close a friend u are with that girl, ur gf will still somehow or rather get jealous and i am serious! =P this is not abt trust but rather human nature! TATA!

thought i always cld adapt to changes in the environment rather quickly, but this time round it doesn't seem so anymore.. i dun know if it's just me or really just the situation. i think it's really bad for my health, typically to say mentally. i'm afraid if these continue, i may suffer from depression la.. like how how how??

i'm not even an accountant and i'm facing those stupid shit. i dun mind the stress from work but I TOTALLY CANNOT TOLERATE PPL WITH BAD ATTITUDE AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO RELATE TO ANOTHER PERSON PROPERLY. i'm referring to respect and curteosy. at least.. give other ppl a leeway or certain lag time to familiar with the work that they are facing.. It's not abt giving attention or focus, it's really abt common sense la.. who the hell who's seated so far from the door with the back facing it to expect some other staff to come and collect movie tickets?? Blardy hell, i dun have another pair of eyes behind my head, and I'M DEFINITELY NOT A MONSTER OK!!!!

think my parents are kinda worried abt me now.. told me to leave since it's only a temp job. yes yes, i'm going to do so after another week of probation for myself there.. dun want to give a verdict so soon though it's like more or less done.

this is taking a hell lot on my mental and physical health.. the more i think abt it, the more depress i get, and the more depress i get, the more i think i'm going to suffer from depression.. argh..

SOMEONE SOMEONE SOMEONE!!! MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NEVER B4 AGAIN LA!! I MISS THOSE DAYS LIKE TOTALLY!!!! =( i totally feel like crying crying crying!!!!

I AM FUMING MAD!!!! blood was boiling the entire day because of the temp staff who was teaching me. BLARDY HELL (pardon me for the use of language), if she has got no common sense, at least i have!!! totally turn off by the ppl down there, who are so rude, arrogant and totally have no manners at all. i'm referring to those young ones down there..

ask me to do filing nvm.. then give me a spoilt puncher to use when she has one good one.. WHAT IS THIS???

ask her a qn and she can't even answer me properly.. like what's the objective???? give me all shortforms and dun want to explain to me what it stands for like as if i'll take note?

ask me not to mess up her things which she took 1 mth to sort when blardy hell, i can take 1 day to finish what she has done!!! what's wrong with her..?? HURRY GO BACK TO SCH LA NAIVE GIRL!! think HR can do w/o her presence man...

not saying i'm good but at least have the courtesy to say pls and thank you when asking ppl do things! that's totally basic manners!! and u know what's her name?? irritating pest to have the same name as my sister.. dun even feel like calling out her name when i need help la.. feels so awkward.. i wonder those with her name is it always so dumbdumbdumb?? (sorry ah.. i'm still erupting...i'm like the mt pinatubo now.. haha..) ARGH...

okok, on a lighter note.. someone still cares for me! haha..

yesterday was SYF Central Judging for Display Band Competition, feeling abit nostalgic because this time round, instead of standing in the field playing the instrument and doing the formation, i was seated at the grandstand looking at all the other schools perform.

Remember those days with rashes on my legs cause of the mud after the rain, or even during the rain, the exhuasting and torturous camps each and every year to train and prepare us physically and mentally (that's why i was a blackie and so skinny back then)... and i remembered once when i fell ill with high fever, and tears started rolling down my eyes because i was really too stressed up with council, band and academic... duh duh duh... it's been 3 years since i done that.

anyways, this was my favourite formation out of the entire displays the schools put up. OH YA, and i can't believe bowen got a gold when BUKIT PANJUNG GOVT HIGH definitely did so much better than them and they were only landed with a silver... i was thinking bowen was too over with their traditional and authentic chinese chinese kinda thing till it really turned me off. Even their music was not hipe up to entice the audience, or maybe it's just me. HAHA..



Nonetheless, all schools really did a commendable performance because i know the hardwork behind all these trainings. Special commendation to Hwa Chong Institution, they shd just take part in the display competition because i'm sure their skills in terms of music and marching are comparable to those bands who're alr in the competition. They've got really nice sound despite playing on the field. THUMBS UP TO THEM!

ok, SYF aside.. joined the juniors of a sumptous dinner at Suntec's Swensen's last night. Laughter definitely was in the air... anyways, it's interesting listening to Bryan telling me about what he has been doing for his counsel job in NS. It really helps u to think critically and thus twist the qn such that they are able to answer them in the end. FUN!!! =P

Officially ended my service in DBS today. I can't believe time flies so fast but the heartening thing is that i've trully made good use of my time there. Despite the short stint in DBS, i managed to learnt alot besides dealing with paper work for new hires, to really know how to present ourselves when talking to a new hire in person, or over the phone.

I have to thank each and everyone of you.. let me list out the names here..

Specifically from BCST:
1) Vanessa Eva
2) Poh Hong
3) Huifang
4) Eve
5) Sherina
6) Cherng Wren
7) Phyllis
8) Janice
9) Jin Fu
10)Sharon

and the list continues for the other departments...

I'm glad that certain misunderstandings were cleared and i managed to make one good friend on time, who's none other than Britney. She's a true DRAMA QUEEN! haha.. Feels lost and down to part with these peeps, but life still continues. Appreciate all of their hardwork and the love they showered to me and JinFu. (photos will be uploaded later)

think i'm getting abit senile lately.. even forgotten my lime and camera this morning... :(


(that's Britney who's going to enjoy her holiday in America soon.. full of envy. =P)

(this's our new girl in CRT after Britney leaves her work to her.. Poor girl.. Haha..)

I dunno whether it's a good news to announce, nonetheless, i'm moving on to Ernst&Young with effect from next Tuesday. One of the more established accounting and legal firms in the world. Anyways, I'll be stationed at 1 Raffles Quay (North Tower), somewhere near my current location at PwC Building (another established accounting firms). Glad that i'm still somewhere nearby so that i'm still able to LUNCH with my current colleagues. Will definitely miss them alot.

The other offer from ING Asia Bank (foreign bank) came a little later after i accepted the offer from Ernst&Young. So too bad ya? though the offer sounded abit more lucrative and i'll be the only temp there, but i've decided on Ernst&Young.. so ya.. be contented! =P

I hope it's going to be pleasant! =)

simply in love with them!

THANKS TO JINFU, THANK YOU SO MUCH... wait a minute, i haven't complete my sentence.. THANKS TO HIM I'VE BEEN OT'ing'EVERYDAY SINCE MONDAY!!! can't help it but the adrenaline rush these days seem to be abit more taxing for my mind.. ahahhaa... and then today, blame me on my naive'ness', i waited for a candidate to come down to the office to sign some documents, BUT SHE NEVER TURNED UP despite me calling her for freaking upteen times!!! so there i was....

anyways, a few updates. 've been applying for other temp positions since my assignment in DBS is prob going to end soon. (peeps, it's through jobsdb and jobscentral website, okokokok??) and so i went down for an interview with a jap bank for a temp HR position.. tml's another one at ernst&young. hope i get the latter one cos i prefer that. a diff kinda exposure for me.. nonetheless, i wld love to remain in dbs cause of the lovely colleagues there, and of course, they're definitely more organised in terms of the structure and all.

mind's in a whirl.. and i hope someday, someone in someplace will tell me he's blessed to have me ard.. HAHA.. i'm living in a FAIRYTALE. =P ADIOS!