alert from changyuan minutes ago who asked me to read someone's blog.. so i went to see what happened.

i was thinking whether to explain myself.. but maybe i should to make me feel better and not to be mistaken by someone though it doesnt really matter to me anymore.

i never was a changed person, but even if i did, i learnt to cherish myself more, and to be even more protective towards myself. i just want to clarify that i spoke to you in that manner last night is because im pretty tired of u coming back to me to talk to me again and again. not saying that u can't but it makes me feel that it's not over from ur side. i understand the point that u're getting, some sort of like a concern.. i appreciate that, but that concern seems abit weird from u, and i dun really like that kinda feeling.. maybe it's my problem.. or maybe u'll think that i havent gotten over it.. whatever way u want to interprete but the final thing is.. i like it the way i am now.

i find solace, never solitude.. =P

tsk. i know a war's gg to start now.. but who cares?