thought i always cld adapt to changes in the environment rather quickly, but this time round it doesn't seem so anymore.. i dun know if it's just me or really just the situation. i think it's really bad for my health, typically to say mentally. i'm afraid if these continue, i may suffer from depression la.. like how how how??

i'm not even an accountant and i'm facing those stupid shit. i dun mind the stress from work but I TOTALLY CANNOT TOLERATE PPL WITH BAD ATTITUDE AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO RELATE TO ANOTHER PERSON PROPERLY. i'm referring to respect and curteosy. at least.. give other ppl a leeway or certain lag time to familiar with the work that they are facing.. It's not abt giving attention or focus, it's really abt common sense la.. who the hell who's seated so far from the door with the back facing it to expect some other staff to come and collect movie tickets?? Blardy hell, i dun have another pair of eyes behind my head, and I'M DEFINITELY NOT A MONSTER OK!!!!

think my parents are kinda worried abt me now.. told me to leave since it's only a temp job. yes yes, i'm going to do so after another week of probation for myself there.. dun want to give a verdict so soon though it's like more or less done.

this is taking a hell lot on my mental and physical health.. the more i think abt it, the more depress i get, and the more depress i get, the more i think i'm going to suffer from depression.. argh..

SOMEONE SOMEONE SOMEONE!!! MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NEVER B4 AGAIN LA!! I MISS THOSE DAYS LIKE TOTALLY!!!! =( i totally feel like crying crying crying!!!!